you taught me to stand up for myself

you taught me to stand up for myself


I've been loving you for so long
i forgave you for all the mistake you've done
you always beg for last chance and i had given many
when will it ever end ?
you taught me to stand up for myself in my previous relationship
so i chose to give up my love for him so that i can be happy
i thought you would be different
yes you are, i know you love me more
but i still had to give you many last chances
just like i did before
you took the trust for you away from me
you took the love for you away from me
and yet you don't take it seriously
like i'm joking when i say i'm leaving you
you taught me to stand up for myself
so i'm doing that now
you stopped begging
instead you went out and spend time with your friends
having a good time
while i'm at home crying
you just kept saying you don't know what to say
and left it that way
you once told me girls are stupid
yes they are
because they still love their guy no matter what they do
no matter how much they suffer
thats why girls are stupid
stupidity brings pain
and yet she stays
you taught me to stand up for myself
so i'm really calling it off right now
i always thought you were the one
the perfect guy for me
you had to prove me wrong
and take all of these as a joke
ignore it and say nothing about it
i wanted to give up my whole future for you
yes of course i'm stupid
but i hope you could see how much i loved you
how much i wanted you
how much i suffer when you're stupid
how much i want you to realize this is not a joke

you taught me to stand up for myself
and yet i'm crying
all by myself
you're still having fun
there's no way i can be strong
because i'm used to being with you
i know i have to be
strong but weak inside



you taught me to stand up for myself

thank you, love.